Part 5: Quality

June 14, 2012

And back to my other world I go. Team time is what I'll miss the most. And those girls. And Chris as my big brother. Jesse's honesty. Allie's genuine friendship. Bri's total self. Rebekah's maturity. Catherine's silliness and funniness. Ashley's eagerness. Hannah and Abby's tender hearts. Callan and Sarah's passion and leadership. Megan's accent and fun spirit. Stephen and Carrie's openness and rawness. Sharon's beauty and obedience. Rachel's enormous smile and shine. Annabell and Christin's sweetness and joyful spirits. Sarah's willingness to talk with all of us. Chris's words. His wisdom. Everyone's servant's heart. 
Just yesterday I was eager for today. Now I just wish for all of those people to be back in my life. I wish I could have gotten to them more. God put us all together and He knew exactly what He was doing when he did.


I'm ready to be a part of things so much bigger than me. Social justice. Is that my goal? Is that what God wants me to work toward?
What is my purpose?
What will I be advocating for and whom for?
What quotes and verses will I base my work and my life upon? 
What IS my purpose?
What is God's purpose for me?
What is His vision? 
What is His cause? 
What is my cause?
What am I fighting for? 
What and who do I believe in?
 Who am I allowing to hold my world?

I have a home. And I finally know where that is. Heaven is becoming more real to me. The fact that I'll see my 2012 Haiti team in heave is the coolest thing.